new relationship

We fuck and we don’t fuck each other up

Any other relationship

Let s say the least

Discontinued

So friends

That s why I m without a fuck

Mind u

I m a mind addict

A fuck addict

I don’t mind

I care

I give a fuck

It s all very complicated

Dash interconnected

I couldn’t live without it

If I tired

And I did

And shit did happen

Wrong conversations came up

It s like quality of sleep

A different kind of sleep lack

A sleep deprivation

A feeling of incontinuity and reslteessness

Of how to be wrong

How to be

Just be

For a minute

Just shut the fuck up

A feeling that ur winning

Not

Ur taking over

Ur mind is crippling away

Like a rollercoaster

Like a soaked death

The spirit

It doesn’t like it

It s just there

Unattended

It really isn’t there

It s just gone

Evaporated

I mean

I ll shut up

Im bored

And that s the thing

I m never bored

Bored lacks me

It disintegrades

Im just not there

Im not feeling it

I m gone

I may as well be dead

But I don’t want to

Swallow hard

Something like that

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