conversation with mum

Heroin is so passe

Is it?

So it goes

I m judging she says

And she s right

She s wrong of course

I m judging but I understand

I get it

It s in the eye of the beholder

I hold a view

Let s say

And I apply it

But it s not like that is it

I see fuckin neurosis and psychasthenia

I m supposed to take this as a norm

But it aint

It never has been

Dear family

Lovely retards

I am terribly tired

Of your inability to exist

Without me

You are a burden

You got to get ur shit together

And understand

We exist outside of each others pockets

We really have to let be

And let go

It s intrusive

I don’t like it

It s guilt

Its passed onto generations

And its all about you

My dear family

Your unresolved issues with your anscestors

And you know what

I should take that money

And run

Cos u give me guilt

Guilt unresolved

And u interrupt my thoughts

Even now

You do don’t you

You just did

You said

Did you say anything

I mean it s hilarious

I get it

It s just

You know

It s not just

Prescisely

And the money is not enough

But they could take me to heaven

They could take me abroad

Home and away

It s like that

Init

I mean

Like there s no tomoro

Today

I m listening

Lets just hope

Lets just say

I bow to u

And what may come under

Accept ur ancestors for what they are

Say what u have to say

But still

Accept

Like there s no tomoro

Today

And dance

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