cinamon swirl

I should have it

I am havin it

With ice cream

Ooooh

Xxx emailed me

Next best thing to a cinnamon squirl

Hmmm

My little squirl was someone else

I remember him

He felt same with me

He felt safe with me

Ment to say then twice it went to same

We felt same

Sometimes u don’t know how u feel

The other person s there for that

Sometimes you don’t wanna feel how u feel

Then u change boyfriends

Is it really that simple

I ll have that ice cream

I l buy some for new year

I m becoming boring

But nice

More grounded?

I love xxx

Well I want xxx to be more prescice

I have a lot of respect for xxx

And his honest down to earth approach

The days before I leave London were really stressful

Were really something

I wouldn t say bad

Out of a movie

My ability to watch

And be watched

Get watched

As something active

This is what I need to exploit

And explore

Is the positive of exploit

Exploration

Of childrens abilities with phones

And with buckin buttons

Hmmm

What about xxx

He said

I said

We said

In a million years

New era estate was so dodgy indeed

It printed hats for fucks sake

Gangsta hats

Sayin new era

I mean honestly

That s not the point

I hear you say

It s the paradigm

And yes I agree

Got to be said

It was never about the hats

So

Xxx

I wanna have a conversation with you

One that lasts

How do we do that

Im in a house and it sounds like it s being demolished

A guy with a trash can walked across the hall

All good

So timewise

I m gonna need to go swimming pretty soon

But I m not sure I ll make it to the comedy club

In which case

I d better not go swimming

Hm

Tough one]

I chocked

I didn’t mean it like that

Course I ll go to the comedy thing

I m just sayin

Would be nice to do both

God

My beautiful self

Is completely takin over

Oh dear

So how is u

How is ur life

Are you goin to peru next year

Have u done your thing with the thing the thing to do that

Ye I went a bit back and I mean it can be a bit confusing

Too much information

Focusin on the future

Never

On the present

But see it

See the present

Presented to you

As a present

That s why it s called present

It s not the first time I come up with this amazing conclusion

Okay so it s an a and an e

Present

And present

No it s all present

Present

Gets corrected by my computer

Computa knows

Everything

So I m in la

Needness to say

Or needels

And I m supposed to be doin some stand up

Comedy

To be found

Presented

Present

And ah today I should go to the thing

The comedy store

Book myself in for next week

This is how they do it

It s gonna be all comedians again not laughing at each others jokes

Oh dear

Devastation

But on the up side

I hope to be able to present some nites in London

I ll google it now

In fact

X

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