have fun

I m only just realizing I can have fun in a relationship

With a relationship

With the things that normally piss me off

So instead of going all pserious

I can just have a laugh

This is the msg I sent to my boyfriend today

I just did the dishes and then I touched my pussy and then i smell my finger and I can only smell the washing up liquid doctor- is there anything wrong/

Or something

Isn’t it fun

And I masturbated as I should

And it s all done and dandy

They are nothing after all

I swear to fuckin god if I get upset over a fuckin boyfriend again I ll be damned

God will take my good looks

Supress the feelings If u must, stop fucking, I don’t care

It s  boring

Also it s boring being broke which u r kinda taking care of somewhat

I m happy

Good shit girly girl

And u r doing a course or two and ur gonna be fine just fuckin fine

U ll be fuckin fine

Can I check my phone now in case he replied

Can I please?

Please?

Do it do it why he wont be coming anywhere

Near ur pussy

But I did get a hick up

And he did get the text I think

Where the fuck was he, what the fuck was he doing, why the fuck was he not here

These questions belong to the past and even writing the last sentence felt wrong

Felt like a sentence

Remember baby mu

It s society that makes u tired and it s society that puts those boundaries and it s society that made sex illegal

And now u ll be googling masturbating in the churches as a meditative practice

And u ll get these:

http://www.i4m.com/think/sexuality/masturbation_help.htm

nothing here but this is good as a testi moni

get it?

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