Monday 2 May 2016

sometimes u



Sometimes u find urself in a relationship that doesn’t deserve u
U approach the limitations
U pass them
And then of course it fails u like u knew it would
That is ur own attachment to ur impression of how the other person should be
Not to fail u
And then they do
It goes both ways I believe
U also fail the other person in ur own way
If the break up is mutal
In my case I see that I blame myself for knowing all that and still lettin it unfold until it does
I m sure there were good moments
I m sure I got something out of the relationship
I made myself disposable to the other person too
Very yogi
Very unappreciated very often
Very
It s just humbles me
How fascinating life is
Really
U win some u lose some
Stay with the feel
The introduction
This is just u in special moments
And u always had good moments with the people u break up with
It s fine
It s hard to remember and hard to forgive but u know they r there
And I m sure they were worthit
And I m sure they were more than the bad moments
U decide where to draw the line and for which particular reasons
It s fair enough
It s hurtful
When it s a boyfriend it s kinda standard I guess
Or is it
When it s a soulmate u kinda devastated
Things don’t last tho
Remember that
The worse depression can last for hours
But we re here and we r though it and we r all alive
Is it too heavy on a Sunday
Bank holiday Monday 2 5 16