hello london

What if

They charged the coffee 70 quid

That was the original idea

Was now gonna say eighty

If u complain- it s eighty

There

Normal coffee

Nothing profound

I just ordered one

Didn’t really like it

I mean

Who knows

Could be

So when u r doin something delibaretly wrong

Like the world deliberate

Ur sabotaging everything

Which is good

If that s ur intention

Sabotage

Ruin

Whatever

Why are these words so negative

What is negative

A negative optimal background conclusion

How to fail spectacularly

Would be the title of my new book

It s been done

I hear u say

I don’t need ur help

But u do

U do it with guilt

Why don’t u celebrate failure

What is failure

An anxiety to succeed

That s success

Fuck success

Obviously

If u decide this is gonna be a huge fuck

Like

On the negative

A shit fuck

The elimitations are gonna disappear

Yep yep

I like it

I don’t know what a shit shag means

But I ve had some

And I didn’t plan them

And they felt like shit

Havin said that

If the plan was to have a shit shag

I would have succeeded

So what s the rush

I ve had them anyway

I like it here

Summerhall feels soothing

Xx, anonymus

Theres a hot guy

He works here

?

I emember him

U know I have memories in edinbra

U know that dog will do what u like for a cookie

And who doesn’t

That s who I m lookin for

Four by four

a different cookie

I m all right

Ye

I prefer it here

With out xxx

I couldn’t jump in a relationship to relationship

T

Remember that

 A guide to as uccesful relationsiT

Useful

Suck

Yeah

The year of the separation

They year of the breakup

Breakdown

I read somewhere

‘’a fragile mental state’’

An estate

Awesome

Could u say the same about me

Cos I m homeless

And cuntless

And I have no interest

At heart

Just an aubergene

Is that it\

Is that whyyyy?

Is my

it computer gonna correct me

Is it gonna live to know

It’s a suttle threat

And here is the coma

Of all the wrongs in this world

The coma is a megatronic asphyxiation

An oxygomoron

Like my ex

Ha

I can play chess

I can write stuff

Plan be

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Always end on a positive

the break up call

Last nite I had the break up call

Long before

In advance

Ha

How silly

I believed in u

Well

Im lookin at four birds goin up and down the roof

To spectacular

Whatever signs u got

They r already there

So he wasn’t really listening

To that

Anyway

It was silly

And annoying

Like an echo

Like a conversation with no commitment

No connection

No joy

And no purpose

Well

So far so good

It was air

Fumes

It s all right

Its got to be done

Should I have been in a better mood

I would have enjoyed it more

I enjoyed fightning

In the end of the call I had lines on my face

I got scared

I looked old

So no

Not a good idea

On a different level

I felt it probably need to be done

Ye I m aware of the mistake above

It s conscious

Can u make a conscious mistake

Is it a mistake

No

It s a move

It s the wrong move

But if u take time to think about it in advance

Is it wrong

Or is it

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new relationship

We fuck and we don’t fuck each other up

Any other relationship

Let s say the least

Discontinued

So friends

That s why I m without a fuck

Mind u

I m a mind addict

A fuck addict

I don’t mind

I care

I give a fuck

It s all very complicated

Dash interconnected

I couldn’t live without it

If I tired

And I did

And shit did happen

Wrong conversations came up

It s like quality of sleep

A different kind of sleep lack

A sleep deprivation

A feeling of incontinuity and reslteessness

Of how to be wrong

How to be

Just be

For a minute

Just shut the fuck up

A feeling that ur winning

Not

Ur taking over

Ur mind is crippling away

Like a rollercoaster

Like a soaked death

The spirit

It doesn’t like it

It s just there

Unattended

It really isn’t there

It s just gone

Evaporated

I mean

I ll shut up

Im bored

And that s the thing

I m never bored

Bored lacks me

It disintegrades

Im just not there

Im not feeling it

I m gone

I may as well be dead

But I don’t want to

Swallow hard

Something like that

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dash

Got to dash

No one says dash when they kill themselves

There s something positive about it

Gotta dash

Seems that I m in a good mood playful enough

Dandy

Am I pretendin

I gotta dash

I m tryin to avoid u

I m English

Where did jonny go

He had to dash

I m goin somewhere

What do u think happened

He had to dash somewhere

Crash is different

Can I crash here no

U can crash at mine

Means let s fuck

Till tomoro

Got to dash means it was a one nite stand

It s been emotional

Ur ugly

Dash u r too fat

Dash im married

Till tomoro

Dash

Mm

Got distracted

Dash uninterested

Dash scared

That book club

The word sounds so dry

Dry is horrible

No I don’t like that word

The h word

Dry is something that doesn’t apply cos it gives it a lot of character

It was more ironic

Were here

We speak from the heart

But we haven’t got any

Ye weird

I can not be bothered

I cannot

Like the scotsh

Anyway dash

As a verb

Fits the bill

That s what I m doin

Here

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double up

Double c

It s always nice to watch a woman politician bein a cunt

It s like when u wath joan collins in the role of a bitch

U know she s not a bitch

It s just a role

Similarly

With thatcher

Or this one or the other

U kinda know

Not only she has a cunt!,,

She s not all about babies

That was ur first thought

Initially

By u I mean media

If u r the media take it to heart

So – she s a woman- she s gonna be nicer to the children

She may hang less innocent babies

Nope

In this case Teresa may have decided to go through with the operation

The extinction of female vaginas in the east

Some sort of generic mutilation

Not only that

Wont stop at the vaginas

She ll take the dogs as well

In any case

With the this and the that

Back to the same old conclusion

A terrorist threat leaked and said

Mind u

There are only a few hundred politicians

U run in the millions

Media and that

Hurrah!!

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