a threesome

A gangbang and a happy ending

First idea was

A threesome a gangbang and a fairytale

I just found fourthyish quids

In my account

In my cunt

I mean

I wanna see xxx

Not cos I wanna see xxx

But cos I wanna see someone who gets me back

It s that shared experience

That u both fall in love with each other at the same time

I know what u mean

It felt like that

I consciously put my bag on the side of the light

We kissed

We kissed

We kissed

We kissed

A guilt free kiss

We kissed

Under the circumstances

Under the sun

Under the stars

Under you and me

Under

In the midst of my life in venice

In sicily

In prague

In years to come

We kissed

For the life of it

We kissed

For things that haven’t happened yet

Didn’t we know

I love him

I m a mess he said

Please stop saying that

At your own time

For ever and ever moraki mu

I love you like the sun

like the sun of a beach

eitherway

it doesn’t matter

it s only love

and life

and you

and me

forever and ever moraki mu

it s romantic

its pragmatic

its real

allover again

allover the kitchen floor

roll over

pull away

I love you

There

x

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fuck the shit

Fuck the shit out of me

First come first served

Fuck it

Fuck facebook

Fuck you

Me and you

Fuck me and I fuck you

I promise

To fuck it

Nevertheless

What was that about

A friends sucide

A call for attention

A joke

A bad joke

Eitherway

Robbin Williams joked till he chocked

Hmm m

In this city the background is cars

The sound of cars

As well as the visuals

Interesting

Reflective

Like vice city

But im on the inside and I laugh at bums

It s ridiculous how it s okey to comment

It feels like u r in the jungle

It feels wrong

I did have a moment when I crossed the road and there were some ghosts people

They crossed the road

They followed me

I felt sorry

A different vibe

Unsaved

Un safe

Shitbelt

Oh my god I ve been so horny

It s a sigh of life

Life

I m breathing

And I found myself

Samantha

My future

Its fuckin good

I like being single

It s excellent

It’s the thing we knew I d have to go through before I m married

Through at least a meter fifty

Who s next

If I only had one lover though that would be great

Sex would be better

Blah blah

It will come

Cum

It s gonna be fine and great

But

Butt

Until then

Let s uck the shit

What u learnt

U k certainly has accreditation

It s gonna be fine

This guy was like

Are you lookin for a serious boyfriend

I m thinkin

Seriously

He also asked why- he said- I look married

I know that look

Of misbelief

And misbehave

And mistrust

And misadvantage

But essentially

I look like I m not yours

I m not yours for the road

And I m not yours for the takin

I m not a beigel

Or maybe I am

Maybe we can find out

I got skype distracted

That s why I didn’t want it

But maybe I need to kill some peple

It s a misunderstanding

You with me

I like to fuck

I like to fuck

I like to fuck

Are we all clear on that

It s not a disease and it s not a deficiency and if I don’t get enough with one person I will move on to the next

Good

The year of surprize

Disbelief

And reflection

It is pretty cool how ready I am right now

I could do it

Pretty much anywhere

And with anyone

At any given moment

Just give it to me

There

Thanks

I ll keep cool

And I ll put it in my mouth

So I don’t have to clean

Like a ladee

Hhh.

Terrible

I feel small

And rimmed

And offered

And I m getting it

And I m getting the play I want

The competition

The complication

The cock hypotheses

The million years

The holiday in la

The holiday in this life

The holiday in this planet

The holiday

Holiday

Madonna

Hey

X

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It s symmetrical

Right left and forwards

It s asymmetric

It s all year through

Through and through

It is summer

Summore

Please

Ahhh this girl said

If you are addicted to sex and you are a woman

Is like you are an alcoholic and you got a liquer store

Well it is the first time I feel there s plenty out there for me to achieve an access

In a safe environment

In a communal

How it used to be

All good

Fuck me now

Sir

Ten dallars

Bt theyr fake

We r all fake

Fake and sorry

Fuck us

x

right so I found the areas of humiliation

comedy and cock

ahh that s the other c

well done

so I can make some money

hurraahh

and so

That happened yesturday

Are my parents lookin for me

Who do u think I am

I got the perfect jeans

Like perfect

I ll check online for reebock shoes that are cheap

I ll do it now

Other than that

Maybe it s not a good idea

Maybe that s how I broke my foot

Maybe they r too thin

But I can always bounce and make a sound

And he laughed

And he laughed again

And I saw him laughing

And it was extraordinary

I felt proud

He fell in love

We both fell something

Somehow

I love the guy

I love his eyes

He s playful and sweet and I love him

And everybody wants him

And Camilla wants to keep in touch

And touch his cock

It s what it is really

I mean

Somehow

U just got to know stuff

U got to know somehow

U got to know where to stop and where to start again

And stop being uncomfortable

And in confident

And stuff

And sex is sex

And he said he doesn’t like blonds

And I swallow hard

I love the guy

And I think of Michael

What can I say

Swallow

Extra firm hold

Forever and ever moraki mu

Somethings are ment to last

For as long as they last

They r ment to give up

And live up

And give that up

And give in

And forgive

And forget

And forpass

And forsee

For the nearest future

The herest and dearest

For live

Foreseen

Forever

For some

What u want

It s like that

La Is also big

It s Fairfax I fell in love with

It s far and away

A step too far and a step too close

To civilisation

To west Hollywood

I even liked their cockroaches

That’s when u know

And u know

When I said I d swallow

Hard

14 04 on the 5 of the 2^nd 2015

It s official

russel yes

http://sabotagetimes.com/reportage/russell-brand-a-classic-interview-with-the-star-before-he-was-famous/

I love russel brand

And the thing above makes me cry

He s a dysfunctional sensitive person that somehow remained pure

For that he deserves forgiveness and to be happy

And he s fuckin awesome and it s not about his cock

Not everything is about his cock after all

It s about impurities and purity and how he became what he did

How he remained resilient and persistant

It is a disease but it is a good disease

It s madness and creativity and ownership

U get ur shit together and u become

And if u manage to stay awake and survive the horror of the community

The conditioning of our society

Then u must be god

And good luck my friend not that u need it

But u know

U have a set of balls and u are willing to succeed and admit to urself and others that it aint easy

Being yourself

And being true to urself can be the biggest inconvenience

So once that s done

U can get along and cruze the universe

It s the universal deceit

That there s no tomoro

And we can both do fuck all

But the truth is

Today is big enough for something special

And u know

It Is love and we are made of love at best

But

The truth is

We fuck it up too much to forgive ourselves through it

And I am sorry

I choose to be true to myself

Like there s no tomoro

X Namaste

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