Or was it
Swallow hard
Do u doubt it
Do u ever go god that was a good meal
And then some
And shit urself
And slip
And fall
And break ur hip
Heroin
It all leads up
there s a climax
I ll get a boyfriend
And a dog stick with the ball
Im in the right angle for that door stop blwing
Listening
This girl
Born to oblivion
And the cryin women
And the dude
Close the fuckin door
That would be a sign in my café
Actually it has to shut itself
And u can t say nigger
Ahh
He s lookin for a shit
A seat
It s all very complicated
Interconnected
Im that annoying woman
Smiling and typing and looking and going
Im not really smiling
And u don’t really work here
U d be sacked
In a million years
Learn to follow the rules
Thank fuck someone shut the door
Thank you
To doulapi
12 4 17
I must hate people.
I don’t hate them im still judging them
I mean what makes me think I can look at this couple like
that
I don’t know
I could justify it that s the problem
Essentially
And I do look at them
And the other one
Im a comedian and a clown
A social experiment
Or I monitor the other one that s happenin around me
For it is interesting
U can t deny that
It s more shoreditch
I mean who can deny the social experiment shoredithc is
Or east London
Or hackney
Or hackney wick
It s not the post codes
It s the coherence
The curiosity
The end of
Hand weaving workshops
Why and why needs it
I mean
Have we sorted all our other problems
Or it s not like us to solve them
It s not for us
I disagree with the latter
And the former is just a statement
Is the truth
Is the real state of affairs
But
In this age
I just feel like doin something more
Than just sleeping and eating
And contributing to the mess
It takes something more
It s ourconsciousness
These two ladies
Walk into a shopirritates me
Don’t close the door behind them
What do they think is gonna happen
Close the fuckin door
Shut the fuckin door u bitch
Why am I so angry
I just had a fuck
A spectacular fuck
Still
It annoys me all the same
I glow and I m super detatched
But
It still
It irritates me
Is it the control I wanna exercise over the people
Is it the order
Am I hitler
Would I specify
We ve all walked into a shop and not watched the door behind
us
But who does it consistently
That is my target audience
Boom
Or shhhhshhs
Directly above there s a train station
Is it fear I wanna
exercise
I believe in fear
As a tool
He fucked it up
He brought it near
Is like a cock
About to ejaculate
And boom
U stop
Equally frustrating
U gonna close the fuckin door
Or u doesn’t
Who s gonna give into the belief that the door itself should
be shut
Let s start from there
And since there is no direct mechanism employed by the gods
The gods of technology
An all
It s u
My dear friend
Shut the fuckin door
Or u get shot
See is that fear
Or is it fair?
To the people
The continent
Ur country
U cunt
And whatever else u believe in
12 4 17
Still
Yet again
