So why
I woke up
this morning and I was thinkin about u
There was a
time that ur all I could think about
It was one
of the things of 2016
It happened
Eggs
happened
Giraffes
Agents
No jobs
All
Crashed and
burned
It s been a
long year
A great year
How can
anyone afford to be really mean
I got ur
wallet
I got ur
back
It ll be
fine
I hear u
sayin
It was a
nice letter
The word
kinda does it
It didn’t
have to be like that
Swallow hard
Just a
letter
So I m
sitting at a café
Let s share
I appreciate
life
I get it
Do u
Or do u just
sulk
Am I judging
Is it a
drama
To live
without the person u love most
What I have
done to my parents
What life
did to u
I suppose
I don’t know
I believe u
Is it time
to be sympathetic
Is that what
it was about
It s always
that
The empathy
The
understanding
The
acceptance
It ll be
fine
The
dismissal
The russel
brown
The tony
hard
The this an
the that
Im in russel
square
I m lyin
Im all right
Im playful
Im smiling
Im happy
I didn’t add
the g
I did
nothing
I love sex
I like love as
well
It s an
understatement
U can never
find both
To my
experience
My
experiental habbit
Of
experiencing
Ing
I mean I
like a lot of sex
And when
love
Ah
I don’t get
it
It becomes
something else
A means to
an end
This is the
thing
Sex without
love Is just sex
And sex is
enough to be without
That s how I
feel it
Is that bad
Is it weird
Is it frown
upon
I mean
What else do
u want
Ur connected
For the love
of god
How mis
aligned are ur attachment patterns
And I mean
what is love
A whole new
story
Next of kin
But u r
never gonna have sex with ur dad
So sex
To me
Is my only
habit
My habitual
environment
I don’t
exist without it
I can t
focus
I cant
concentrate
Is it the
same
It s
disarming
Uninhibited
I can t do
it
But with u
It s
something I guess
Like an expression
A
manifestation of love
And I like
it
And I don’t
like it
Cos It s
more than sex u see
It s that
little bit of extra
Tryin to be
somehtin else
Tryin to be
something that it s not
Cos it s not
Just sex
Is it
But I want
it to be
It s my
favourite habbit
It s a
bubble
It s a
pattern
Do I want it
to be
Do I chase
it
No
But I also
like it simple
Is it less
I hear u
sayin
Maybe
Perhaps
An analysis
Cultural
analisis
Anal
So
It s like
that
A good fuck
The
ingredience
Inhibition
Judgement
Mode of creativity
Dash
behavior
Dash
somewhere else
How are u
doin
Im diggin
Im dippin in
Im tryin
It s awesome
It s a
habbit
It s a free
falling
What else do
u need
What else
does anyone need
I wonder
When im
fuckin
I really for
the life of me wonder
How much better
can it get
Can it
occupy my soul
Or my spirit
Does it
matter
Swallow hard
I mean it
can be the one thing that turns u on
That fully
occupies u
A mindful
experience
A meditation
What else do
u need
And where do
u draw this from
Swallow hard
How much more
can u tolerate
Compensate
Contain
Ur capacity
Is all im
sayin
There s no
way it s bigger
Wether u
love the other person or not
If the sex
is good
It doesn’t
matter
That s it I
said it
Ur turn
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