i like me

i decided
i like me a bit too much sometimes
but isnt it what it s about
that s why i can be a comedian
i dont like my computer and what it does to me and the way it calls me user
user
loser
fuck you
de confuse me
i need to know how i appear on facebook from someone elses account
cunt\
can do
anyway
anyhoo
im in santa monica
i ve been thinkin
on my way here
about xxx
of course
of curse
it was always xxx
it was always here
it s the reason that i god here
god
god just gave me the reason
the answer
so it was god then thank god
thank xxx
was god xxx
am i missing the point
in any case i was gonna say it s the reason i think about my parents all the time
sometimes
at the back of my head
it s cos i m here because of them
but i am who i am because of me
its circumstantial
really
and my sheepskin jacket is in fact...
foreskin
it s foreskin
foreskin jacket
foreskin wallet
foreskin bag
foreskin sneekers
foresneekers
foresake
for fucks sake
art for arts sake
furks sake
seriously
in any case dude just gone
he was nice he said hello
im at an artist getto
ghetto
im in the ghetto
im basically sittin here just sittin with my lapdop in my bag\
honestly
and i was thinkin how romantic that it s a place full of artists
full of retards
like there s no tomoro
today
fully dysfunctional
i love it
i feel at home
i feel controversial
special
i feel
i feel like i belong
full of weirdos
full of i dont know i ll stop here
the last time i left it broke my heart
just like london
i felt that i d done well and it was a grand exit
but i do need that photo that xxx took off me
i need it
it s the background of my life at the moment
is an elecltrically charged being
it s something
nearly something
anything
i need water but can i ask for another one
they only put a tiny bit
i mean come on
i got a bottle
fuck it
grandiose
so am i gonna do the gig at 8 30
i mean why not
what else am i gonna do
i could go on a date
or try to pull someone
i would like that
i mean
xxx said he ll contact me
he didnt
innit
this guy thinks he s in cos i laid eyes on him twice
even tho it s just the two of us in here
eye contact
it s the perfect place for a picture 
xxx and xxx and people are in venice
i could do that
i could go to venice
with xxx and xxx
it could be fun
a bit of drama
i m better than this
am i tho
yes
there wont be any artworld as it s july and it s irrelevant
deeply irrelevant
late june
whatever
in any case
it s the day im landing
and with another three hours i land in the house of resurrance
resurrection
affection
whatever
i mean\
they love me
and they know me
and so do i
i love them and i know them
and theyr excellent
people
they get it
i mean we ve all got drunk and acted retarded
i think it s a bit offensive tho
for venice
it requires refinidion
redefinition
refinement and definition
that boy was boss man
that s why i broke up
broke down
broken into
that really was the reason
i followed his facebook and i really like him
we like the same things
it s a killer
we really digged it
we digged it
i need to google digged it init
maybe i should go to venice
maybe i will
and maybe i wont
i may do just that
i will and i wont
maybe xxx sends me happy birthday
and safe trips
and whatever else
maybe baby
maybe i m made for you
and chewy
maybe
but maybe
me and the fluffy boy
we arrive together
maybe
maybe what do u think
maybe
i dont know
maybe just maybe
maybe i dance to hip hop
maybe
i just hope too much
maybe pinky inky and plue werent pink
maybe
maybe ur just there to remind me
that i need something weird
maybe
something better
something bigger than u
something
maybe ur just happy
maybe i m just upset
maybe i m just depressed at human nature
as a resulf
result of
whatever
the only good thing wiht my computer is that it wont try to correct em
me
auto
on the upside it does lots of crazy shit
it s like it s on crack
cocaine
ketamine
not always
nearly