true romance

so u have to live it
i lived it
i lived the perfect true romance
i didnt know before
or after
after maybe there were moments
but it was really good
emotional
intense
detatched
hollow
and light
cos it was was what it was
maybe u never recover from the true romance
surely
maybe one year wasnt enough
it s not there yet anyway
i lived romance before
but not like that
concealed in an envelope
i could make a film
called the true romance
is my life with xxx
with barbie dolls
it s like that
all the dialogues all in my head
i can re create them
re enact them
and make a film
cos it was good
and it might have been

11 6 15- nov