am i done with europe

am i tho
am i done with anything
am i done with the rest of the world
im done
not
it s just
i dont wanna feel limited
and i dont care about australia
in japan i can come and go
and now is the time to crack america if ever
so
if i was to rent the flat for the whole till february sort of way
i could
make a visa application
support it with the fringe thingy
ask the dude ben about this thing in america the agency
get a maseratti
or a porsch
go to new york comedy festival
go to austin festival
they r both in november
go to adelaide festival
do a course in marketing
joking
improve my jokes
kill myself
tick tick
tick
soo
meet xxx
fuck him\
throw him down the river
tie and tale
is not existing in the same way is it
is like that
im here
somene s there
some body part is there
am here
still here
im here
she s there
my heart
overseas
overworking the boundaries
of no tomoro
even tho
this is why
i m so detatched
so completely detatched
and absorbed
in civilization
in reality
of tomoro
today
this is a beautiful city
this is a happy city
with no crime
and lots and lots of money
la
i mean edinbrah
ask vangelis
he knows where to go
it s a good space
knowingly
and unconscioulsy self confident
self aware
it knows its value
it wont rub it in ur face
it s there
bit like me
bit like what i did today
i said the yes and from above
the history of universe
improvisation
rules i learnt
rules of life
rules to become happier and more present
i got the ethos he said
i got the ethos all right
nice and assertive
asking for help
get in there
be yourself
you could say
this girl blew her nose abd i want to blow her away
literally
and physically
and anyway
im here now
so  i breath
and move on
that s how we do it
yes and
and
and i dont give a shit
that s really what i want to say
u want ne to play bu ur rules
i will
mother fucker
i ll say what u want
and then u ll do what i say
it s really like that
lifes golden rule
number one
look after number too
poo
x
knowingly
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