maybe it s time

for a book
or some water
or less depressing writing
or thinking
or i mean
it s not working
let s stay negative
it s not working
i m givin up
i ll have to draw the line
myself
if
i havent got everything sorted a week before my holiday
i probably shouldnt be goin on a holiday
is that right
like a punishment
no where to go
no one to blame
i feel like shit
like any other shit
any old shit
i feel like getting a job at spearmint and rhino
it s a great place
i d love to mastrubate in front of healthy millionaires
millionaires shortbread
breadcum
what s the name
breadrrumb crumb
we got it
in any case

i dont know what i m doin here
im thinking of less desparate days
that were sometimes sad
like i was getting ready to go out
with no knickers
remember that nite
that was life
worth living
or was it
i mean
it was a physical abuse

or what
knowingly
a big dick that s not supposed to fit
but
it made some comedy
comedy cock
that sthe one
coffee and cock and comedy
co co co
co co co
maria tea
coffee and cock
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