felt like carrying a gun

When I d ur hadn it felt like carrying a gun

Didn’t feel right

It felt wrong

It felt sexy?

It felt  like it s gonna hurt me

I couldn t relax

I didn’t know

I didn’t like it

I couldn’t enjoy it

Too much of an experience

I ran my thumb across it over and over

Felt like I had to make the most of it

Felt like it s not coming back

Felt / looked like my cousins hand

White

Like I cant trust it

Like it s gonna hurt me

And the world around

And he world within

I don’t know

Didn’t feel like anything

Couldn’t

Felt like I d earnt it

Didn I want it

I don’t know

Flet like I wish I could keep it forever

Geet used to it

Felt heaviy and strong

But I culdnt

Same with ur cock I believe

A strange day

Celavie

Flet like it s gonna explode and kill me

Kill us both

Only when u spoke upstairs after the omelette

U made me feel better

Felt overwhelmed

That s it

U can share it s okei

It s okei to share how u feel

Even if u don’t know

Even if it s overwhelmed

U need the assertiveness course

Too ddaayy

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