blacks nite

Last Monday of the month

Jen is the curator:

Xx was the band

And since the internet I mean word is not responding

And since xxx is not responding

Even though I don’t know what the fuck happened

And I dare to say I don’t give a shit

But it s not normal

I feel robbed and confused

And I don’t think I should be made to feel like that

Fuck you xxx

And fuck you

Again

And I m afraid dare I say I will not

Are you alive

Are you fuckin dead

Are u a piece of shit

Why are u treating me like this

Are you in a coma

Are you my mother

Fuck you

Fuck you xxx

Fuck you

Fuck you

I am really angry at you and I am sure you are all right and I don’t know you but you ll come back with a sorry

And I ll have to turn my back

And nod my ass

And leave

And move on

Like nothing happened

Like life

Like this is just shit that happens

Every day shit

I have no signal where I am so I believe if you are trying to contact me now u wont be able to

But

To be fair

You should have tried to contact me a long time before now

So I don’t think I should go out of my way and out in the cold just in case

Or should i

I mean

What sort of a twat are you

The biggest sort

Fuck you

Dickhead

And you know

It s one thing being irresponsible

But we just fucked for fucks sake

Be a bit normal

Own up to the situation

I mean who the fuck are you to disappear

Who the fuck are you

The flying fuck

The worse kind

Fuck you motherfucker

And I m sorry but I m bored

Of second chances

Of second thinking

U fucked up

And I am sorry

On ur behalf

Nothing excuses what u ve done and I need to remember that

I am feeling like shit because of you

And this is it

I can not detatch from my emotions and I am close to tears

For what

For fuck s sake

For ur inability to communicate a simple fuckin message

Is this how my parens must feel

I do not want to have a vibrating phone for fucks sake

I do not

And I do

And I do not want one

I do not want a vibrating phone

And this is it

I want a simple nokia that can shut the fuck up

So in case this is deleted by my moody pc I ll have to copy paste it on an email

I could send it to you

Fuck you

Letter

Enjoy

Dick

There

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