yes yes i know

I think I want us to get back together if  we do snog

Yes I think I do

And if we do discuss the whole xxx thing

If we do do these two things in this order

Then we can be together

I m not sure we can do the things above without suicide being an easier option

But u know as they say we can give it a go

We never had a closure u see and I watch too much friends

It could work

It really could

But we ll see

It s a possibility

And I did get a crush on san pedro and on this other kid god

And I mean I still do

But

I still want to exercise my power over you and ruin ur relationship u may have at the moment

Do i

Do i

And why would i

Would i

I do not know

Indeed

All I want to do is lose myself and become a public person

On a self destructive note that s all

Yes speaking of which

Heroin isn’t an issue is just loneliness

#heroin is the solution

So since I need a gang

A gag

I need a gig

A band

A group of friends a crew mates

Things

People

I need

I was thinking of becoming a comedian maybe I d get some

So I ll go to this performance group in Brixton on Thursdays

And I ll be going to citylit on Fridays

And it ll all be fine

So tomoro in the pub when they ask me are there any days u cant do

U got to tell em

Yes cant do Thursday evening and Friday evening I think it is or is it daytime

And I can t do sat morning either

So if they ask are there any days u can do

Be prepared

On a positive note

Stay positive

Don’t mention aids

Haha

Ur lonely joke innit

Only

Mmm yes lets see

The guy isn’t talking to me why the guy the guy

Did I freak him out

Did I say whales instead of wales

I mean who cares honestly]

It’s a h

A bloody h means so much in british dictionary

Dickj

It s dickens

Its dickie

It s Vickie actually

Laiko onoma

Mm

I got a bit sad today a bit of a camdown

But it s ok it ll be fine

I could have done some yoga

In the end

I couldn’t

I m all right actually

I m all right

I m all right

It ll be fine I m all right

I do look so beautiful tonite

And that s an issue sometimes I feel wasted

I m wasting all that beauty

Literally

Maybe I should go for this photoshoot tomorrow after all

Why not

It’s a tenner

But I may get this bloody job at the pub

And it ll all be fine

A bit of yoga

A lot of training and travelling and this and that

It ll all be fine

And a literally agent or what u call em

And a membership at Shoreditch house

And I ll be damned if I don’t take this book to Claire tomoro

Good girl

Super :_

Do it baby

Do it

Be reliable

Rely on urself if anything

Ah u ll be fine

U are

X

A lady

A lad

A ldy bird

Or a super market can

Not cheap

No just vodka

Vodka on a can

Vodka on a rail

Arail

How will I serve

How can I help u sir

Would u like a vodka and tonic

I drink Guinness

If they sexually harass me I sue them like there s no tomoro

Oh sir how was that

I am not comfortable with that remark sir and I ask you to leave

In other words fuck off sir

Good

Yes I haven’t missed people being dicks in pubs nor do I anticipate it

Them

Their dicks

Like there s no tomoro

That s the idea

Its like that

Hey mister cocksucker

Stick this in ur anus on ur way home will ya

There

Fuck off

Yes you starsuck

U

Dirty mother fucker

Mm yes

You with the tiny willie

Haha

Yes you yes that s right

What else

That s enough

Lets just be nice

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